Afraid To Love

Page 17-Is it afraid to love or afraid of love or afraid to love me? You placed so high that you thought I wouldn’t come down. Avoided me at all costs hoping I would stop coming around. Avoided me at all costs hoping I would stop coming around. Anything to get rid of me but could not find it in your heart to hurt me. Wanted to hate me so bad but loved me so good. The further you walked away physically, the closer we got spiritually. You discovered nothing is perfect not even in that world. I understand now why you played puppet string with me. Not just because I let you, but to test my waters. To see how deep is my love. For you. Nothing like the rest, yet expectations caused disappointments. You forgot I was human too. You thought love and respect was all it took. Where’d you get that from? Well, I didn’t know either...that we needed something even more powerful than love. I had to learn how to respect. So I wasn’t sure how that worked in a union. An union created and formed in the Heaven. We needed the Creator of creation. We still do. We always will. Or else...we will continue to be afraid to love; afraid of love. Yes I said we...you thought you were the only one with doubt and fear? No my dear. We’ve both been broken to the lowest denominator. Now it’s time to rebuild. But today, I’m in no rush.